May is a month

And the guilt begins to replace itself with frustration, but also acceptance. I can't strap myself to my chair and draw non-stop and I need to stop believing that I can. Sure, I can go for an hour or two - MAYBE - without any interruptions, (bodily functions count as interruptions) like animals, children and dishes.

I'm beginning to think I need to draw first, see how long it takes and then go from there, giving myself a better chance to get into a comfortable routine - instead of stressing about a deadline that I MADE.

then hopefully at the end of this I still have the desire for sex.

March was so disruptive to my routine that my projected timelines were all off by weeks. I accepted a job that I wasn't compensated for, and plans that I made that were to help, ended up ticking off a good few points on my credit. #moneymourning

You know we have to get through the grievances before we can get to the good stuff, right?

Like the site - we've been doing a lot of behind-the-scenes updates and today we updated to a new version with new features - like the snow, like it?

Earlier this year I made a promise to myself to never start over again, just continue and build. If you ask anyone, I love starting over from scratch - I did it here twice and with the comic probably four times.

Getting through the first two chapters were getting harder to do because I was tired of drawing the same thing over and over again. The silver lining being that my skills have gotten better, but the dark side being it was hard to compare my old work from the new work.

You may notice some inconsistencies within the comic - like the color of a pillow, the design of someone's shoes...this is mostly because I have a hard time making up my mind. This would be one of the reasons I would start completely over, but not anymore.

Get ready for MORE DRAMA, MORE SEX, MORE ACTION

I could address HMM, but I'm not - just go see for yourself.